I am waiting to speak to her because I want it to be the right time

One day I’ll be happy but for right now ill just fake it and play wow

I cant imagine the future. I can’t get a break

I said everything that I needed to say except one phrase. I will always be there for her even when someone new comes along. I will always do anything and everything I can to make her happy

Well it was wonderful seeing Brianna for as long as I did. It didn’t help that I told her everything last night and I feel embarrassed and sad today. When I went home the vow was on and Leo said “how can you look the girl you love in the eyes and decide its time to walk away”. The moment he finished that I started tearing up. I threw everything I pinned up last night and can’t pick up myself. I want her to be happy and I wish it was with me down in Pittsburgh

I think everyone could use a little prayer right now

Even though I don’t talk to you, you are still on my mind everyday. I hope everything is going well and you finish strong at school. I hope things are picking up with your mom and that your dad is having a great time. Be strong as you always are and let the good times roll. Be safe and be smart.

I haven’t grabbed my stuff because I want to see you still

I dont know why I dont write on here anymore

I feel pretty alone. I miss you